I Have A Question...

I have a question, and give written to the area compassion Center but received no answer. So this is my question, where do I get medical marijuana from? is there a place like a dispensary, or do I have to grow the plant myself? If I have to grow the plants by myself I'm in a lot of trouble, since I can kill any plants just by being around it. Most people that have plants have a green thumb, well I have a black one. Even plants that are grown for me and given to me, I can kill, not intentionally, but by accident. Another question I have is, I have a friend who has a misdemeanor drug charge, he is afraid that because of his drug charge he will now be able to be a caregiver for me, this is true? I don't think that the state believed that the use of medical marijuana would be passed, so they were not set up for it. This is only my opinion of how this should work. Since the state takes in the illegal marijuana by law enforcement, it would be a good idea if the state used the marijuana that was confiscated during drug raids, and gave that marijuana to this state for distribution in the medical marijuana program. In fact they could give it to the pharmacies and make money on it. Well that was only my opinion so take it for what it is worth just about 2 cents. Thanks Jack